Me, an ordinary girl, poor but admires you a lot. I'm a person who admires you that cannot buy anything, unlike your other admirers that buys, collects all the things that is related to you, DVDs, magazines, etc.
When I started to admire you, I didn't yet experience not to say your name or write it in any places every single day. All my friends and even enemies knows what is YOU to my life. My friends always saying to me this line, "You're just wasting your time. Don't dream that you know it is impossible. Know your level with the level of her other admirers, so far. You're just a poor girl that don't even know if you have your future. Wake up! Life is not a fairytale, its not easy as what you think, as what you imagine. You're in a real world, don't be imaginative, at the end, you will be hurt, so much hurt, when your dream will not be come true". They even makes you bad in front of me, just to disappoint me and stop idolizing you. But God always whispering to my heart, saying, "Nothing is impossible". So, I will never ever give up with my dreams to see you, hug you and kiss you in your cheek.
Whenever they say things that is not true about you, I'm so worried if you're Ok. When you are hurt, I'm also hurt. When you are sick, I'm so worried. And sometimes behind you're laughs and smiles, I know deep inside you're melting, melting of hurt, so I'm melting too. In your happiness, whenever you win awards, successful concerts, movies etc., I'm also happy, happy for you. And when I see you loved, I'm also loved. In short, your happiness is also my happiness. You always had me in your best and I just wanna let you know that you also had me in you worst times.
In all your decisions in your career, family, love life (whoever that right and luckiest guy) and in your personal life, I'm always here to support you, admire you and to love you even more. I'm always praying for you and your family's safety. God will always be at your side when you are happy and He will carry you when you are sad. May the Lord God will always bless you, guide you and love you. And you know, you are his precious one.
And I hope, I expect, I dream and I pray to see you , hug you and kiss you. You're my Idol, you're my inspiration, and I love you. Just remember my name CECILLE CORPUZ or just remember the POPSTERS, we are always here for you. This is a letter for you, my PRINCESS.
Edited by Cecille-XiangCes, 12 September 2010 - 03:36 PM.