aCe_khulet, on 03 April 2010 - 11:27 PM, said:
baybeeh_kaye, on 08 February 2010 - 05:27 AM, said:
hey sis..
wow congrats now u can start working as a nurse.. galing mo talaga sis now its jst finding a job.. at least u got dat board exam over n done wit...no more studying... work overseas sis.. dnt worri it will be fun
im on holidays still in uni... hndi pa po
one yr 2 go..
about my complicated love life... well it is still complicated... lol n gettin more complicated each day..
i did tell my bestfriends dat da whole situation is solved n dat.. ive made my decision already 4 der sake not mine... but i wnt do wat she wanted me 2 do... dey was actually i time wen we all went out as a group.. my friend n her bf was in one car n me n dis guy in my dreams were in a another guy.. dey made us follow dem 2 a resturant so we did.. den dey followed us out of no where 2 my friends house.. dey drove besides us far but wen turned dey were following us still so dat kinda pissed me dat nite.. so i jst went home instead.. its like dat she doesnt trust me wit my decision. wen i got home she send me a txt msg dat even pissed me off dat it was my fault y my friendship wit her was ruined wen ive always been der 4 her still but she hasnt been der 4 me like she promised. so these past week or so i havnt told her anything.. about how much im hurting wit this problem... kasi i know she probably think da worst of me.. u want 2 know another thing she even tried seperating us.. like wen we go out dey tend 2 invite both of us.. but now since wit dis whole problem dey only invite one of us now n not the other like one will go wit dem one day n da other da next day... she blamed me 4 dat coz i was seperating da group daw but i never mentioned 2 her. dat i was avoiding dis guy ... she assumed dat.. ok dats da crazy part wit my bestfriend...
now wit my lovelife... ive chosen my bf over him kasi dats wat everybody wants... besides him and me. but i had 2 coz i wanted every1 2 be happy.. i thought dat was solved n i can be happy again... but i was wrong.. dis guy in my dreams did admit his feelings 2wards me as in everything... including sayin he loves me which he still does until now... lol but i do thank da lord dat his still der 4 me.. n talkin 2 me.. despite how much i hav hurt him.. dat his still my friend n he hasnt stop talkin 2 me.. b4 all of dis happen i was already startin 2 fade out wit my bf last yr.. so 2 answer ur quest kung sino mas mahal ko? i really dnt know atm im so confused... kasi i thought about da 3 choices i had over n over again...
1. choose my bf everyone will b happy but i will be hurting n so would be da other guy
2. choose da other guy.. everyone will either h8 me or dnt talk 2 me.... n think of me da wrong way kasi i jst broke up wit some1 n im already in another r/ship so many pple be affected in dat situation especially da church group
3. dnt choose any but i end up hurting myself n da 2 guys
if u dream about some guy n u remember dat dream but u dnt remember any of ur other dreams does dat mean anything? also wen i go n hang out wit him as friends i get like dis butterflies in my stomach, heart pounding, n nervous dat i normally started not feeling 2wards my bf now.. i dnt know... if i break up wit him its goin 2 hurt me so much n i dnt know how 2 do it.. but i know i probably hav 2 give it some tym away wit my other friend so i can figure out wat i want n who i love... im really really confused.. i jst want dis whole thing 2 disappear n never come bak but i know its here n i need 2 face it no matter how hard it may be
happy reading hehehe
tc sis always
baybeeh_kaye, on 15 March 2010 - 03:39 PM, said:
hey sis..
musta na? tagal mo hndi ng o/l... bz ka siguro lookin 4 a job noh... r u planning 2 apply abroad? dito ka sa australia mga apply jkz.
take care sis.. miss u
ps.. my love life is still complicated but its gettin der jst slowly heheh but as i solve my problem now.. my pass is haunting me again... i jst saw a friend in my pass i havnt spoken too in 4 yrs lol... 4 some reason
kamusta ka na? i'm sorry kasi ngayon lang ako naka reply sa pagkahaba haba mong post.. ngayon lang kasi ako nagkaroon ng time para mag babad dito sa harap ng PC ko. medyo busy na rin poh kasi. not beacause i'm already working... wala pa me work pero I don't know bakit ako busy.. wala lang... 
if given an opportunity, I would love to work abroad, especially there at australia. kaya lang poh, mukhag matatagalan pa before I could leave the country. marami pa ang kailangan.. but for now, i'm looking for a job muna..
about sa complicated mo poh pala na LOVE LIFE... 
, have you watched the movie of Bea and John Lloyd, Miss you Like Crazy? when i watched the movie, ikaw poh ang naalala ko. parang ang situation mo poh kasi na, "it is sad to belong to someone else when the right one comes along" haaaayyyzzzzt... pag ibig nga naman oh... if hindi mo pa poh napapanood, try to watch it, nakaka iyak poh and maybe you could get some ideas there how to face things related to your situation.
still complicated pa rin poh ng LOVE life? still in the midst of the two lover? or you finally end up with Mr. Right? I want to apologize for in those times that you needed someone to talk to or someone you could share a talk, I wasn't there. i'm sorry poh sis...
you're in a tough sitaution i know, and i pray na sana you could get out of rid of it.. 
ingat poh palagi sis... i hope you could have some time para ma share sa akin if what happens already to your love life.. and to your heart..
and what is the participation of this friend in your past that you haven't spoken too in 4 years? 
hey Sis
ok lang.. ako... i think i am.. sometyms i am, sumtyms im not... because.. im not wit my bf anymore... i decided i cnt hurt him anymore so i let him go... it was harder than i expected but we r both still coping... we still talk everyday... but at times it is hard.. der r times i would be happy.. but other tyms i would be crying... wit my bestfriend (ex bf) i can still show him how i feel inside.. but wit da other guy i dnt know.. i cnt seem 2 show him how i feel especially wen im sad i jst hide it from him,... coz he makes me smile anyway somehow.. but i dnt know...
The other guy's family thinks we r gf/bf bcoz one of his tito n cousins saw us n his arm was on my shoulder that time. it spread so quickly 2 da rest of his family.. kasi.. da following day dey had a party n dey asked him questions about me n sabi nya lng dat we r dating... but his family still thinks we r together hehe.. lucky i had work dat day kasi dey were lookin 4 me lol... den da next day.. wen i thought settled na yng.. his parents asked me 2 hav dinner wit dem... i didnt even know wat 2 do.. but i end up goin
but it was good.. dey were pretty nice
the most surprising thing is his mum invited me 2 her bday dat is like in a months time.. n made sure i come 2 it..
about the movie nah i havnt watch it.. i watched 'paano na kaya' by kim n gerald.. that already made me cry 30 mins after it started lol.. n still does wen i watch it.. i will try watch da movie soon.. ive been watchin korean movies n teleseryas kasi lol n dey take 4ever 2 watch hehe.. but its ok...
sana i will solve dis problem one day...i still feel like im torn b/w too people kasi n im tired already hurting people.. wit da other guy in my pass i dnt know.. i guess unfinished business but i actually dnt want 2 ever talk 2 him... so i probably will jst keep avoiding him 4 awhile...
well anyways.. sis...good luck on finding a job i hope u find one soon...
miss u..
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mayakap sya 
at makapag papirma ng CDs sa kanya... Sa loob ng 6 na taon na ako'y naging tagahanga nya at patuloy na humahanga sa isang Sarah Geronimo , unti-unti kong nakamit ang mga dati panaginip ko lang. 
Dati sa TV ko lang sya napapanood at that time, ayan na sya kumakanta sa harap ko.. Una kong nayakap si Sarah after in SG in Motion Concert where I was given the chance to come up on stage and hand her a rose. nakakapanindig balahibo ang moment na yun. At nitong July lang, when she had her Philippine tour of The NExt One Concert ay sobrang saya ko dahil finally eh nakapag papirma na rin ako ng CDs ko kay Sarah... 
